To be or NOT to be... what IS the question!?

more like - To be pre-O or to be in ye olde 2ww... THAT is the question!

I'm THIS CLOSE to crossing over into the 2ww and I am FREAKING EXCITED to be approaching O at CD19:

EWCM

CP: Open & Soft

OPK +

Ok, so still technically waiting on the last one - but the second line is DEFINITLY darkening, which given the other indicators - we are MINUTES FROM IMPACT!

And then I start to think of the agony the next two weeks will be...

Where I am now, there's actions I can take that I know (believe?) help TTC such as drinking lots of green tea for some nice fertile mucus (the "M" word as my husband calls it) to catch those swimmers.  Such as drinking lots of POM juice to help thicken my uterus lining and make a nice cushy bed.  Such as eating pineapple core right after ovulating to help the implantation into said cushy bed. 

After you chow down in that nasty, chewy core - there's nothing else that can be done... (besides sit on the couch like an invalid, according to my husband...) You know you've done everything you can do help those swimmer reach that egg, and to help that *hopefully fertilized* egg implant, and you sit and agonize over every pinch and cramp and sore boob (probably because you manhandle them so much to SEE If they're sore in the first place!)

so The Question is:

better to be Waiting to O or Waiting to KNOW?!