Showing posts with label doppler. Show all posts
Showing posts with label doppler. Show all posts

Monday, June 15, 2015

Getting ready for NT scan.. (12w) UPDATED (12w5d??)

Today's NT scan is at 3:15 (ET)

I still haven't told work, so I'm pulling a "daycare called, gotta go get Button" around 2:45...

I was mentally preparing this morning to tell my administrator along with a, "BTW I have to leave early today for the big appointment" but my PGAL brain has me chickening out...

PGAL brain also has my stomach slightly churning with nerves because - I had wanted to use the doppler this morning (or even last night) so I could walk into the MFM office with at least a little confidence (as opposed to extreme terror) but I didn't get a chance to...
(also why I chickened out of telling administrator today... I need to either have this appointment or have used the doppler more recently to feel comfortable...)
(Friday was the last time I used the doppler... I calculated FHR at about 155...)

Oh another reason why I'm reluctant to tell administrator (everyone else at work I'm excited to tell) is because on Friday, a coworker brought her 10-day old granddaughter (OMG SQUEEEE I HELD HER, I couldn't stop saying how tiny she was!! and how I did NOT remember babies being this tiny!!)

And upon being asked if she wanted to see her or hold her, administrator literally uttered the words "I don't do babies..."
and she walked out of the office.  (a little background, so you don't think I'm being a horrible person, she might have had losses, etc - she's in her early 60's - divorced x3 and only does pets...)

So pardon me if I expect a less-than-excited reaction, or more specifically a first reaction of, "so how long of a leave are you going to take?!"

Anyways  - NT scan. 

In a little over three hours...

send good vibes!!


Update:
Nuchal went AWESOME (of course,  E got there late, in fact after they called me back and had started.. (they couldn't wait, they said, very short-staffed))

And after all that drama of measuring 4 days behind early on,  I'm now measuring 5 days ahead!!! So I'm going to have to ask my OB if they'll be adjusting the EDD, since they'll most likely need to schedule a RCS at what's truly 39 weeks..


Heart rate was 176, Nuchal measured 1.5-1.7... we even got a 3D/4D peek!!

Aaaaaand the tech gave us a gender prediction, which she said she rarely does.. let's see if I can keep it a secret on here until confirmed.. (we already spilled the probable-gender to all our family! Lol)

Monday, June 1, 2015

2015 Reading Challenge Update (WAY SO OVERDUE!)

(So I originally had this scheduled for Wednesday, to go with "Weading Wednesdays" (ha!) but I decided screw it, it's my blog and my rules to break... so here, instead of Making Things Monday, is a huge update on the Weading Wednesdays!

When we last visited the Reading Challenge (ahem um...in FEBRUARY...) I said I had read 7 books so far of the 50 (but had only posted about the first 6...)

1.  The People of Sparks, by Jeanne DuPrau   #35/50: A book set in the future
2.  Lone Wolf, by Jodi Picoult    #16/50: A book from an author you love but haven't read yet
3.  Leaving Time, by Jodi Picoult    #38/50: A book that made you cry
4.  Big Girl Small, by Rachel DeWoskin     #41/50: A book by an author you've never read
5.  Rebecca, by Daphne Du Maurier       #10/50: A mystery or thriller
6.  Still Alice, by Lisa Genova      #3/50: A book that became a movie
7.  Same Kind of Different As Me, by Ron Hall     #14/50: A nonfiction book

The updated list is now:


19 books read out of 50 - that's 38% done so far!

Which, considering we're officially 41% of the way through the year, is almost right on track!

Of course - my most recent book (over 1000 pages!!!) took me quite a bit more time than my usual novel... whew!

And there's no way I can keep up with reviewing every single book I'm reading (especially because some of them are, while pretty good, not quite worthy of a big review on here!)

(And sometimes the book is a weird fit for the category, but a few I just made fit because I totally wanted to read the book, and just found a category that would work!)  ((Also - there's some books that wouldn't fit in any category, but they're still counted below because - hey, I want credit for them!!)

So here's the additional books read so far:


  8.  The Glass Castle: A Memoir, by Jeanette Walls     #26/50: A memoir    (finished 3/10/15)

  9.  Lone Survivor, by Marcus Luttrell    #13/50: A book set in a different country  (finished 3/16/15)
           *This book - if you've seen the movie you know - was set over in the middle East (specifically Afghanistan).  After having seen the movie, it was pretty neat to read the book because I easily attached faces (although famous actor faces) to names. Such an incredible story!

 10.  The Replacement, by Brenna Yovanoff       #22/50: A book that scares you*     (finished 3/18/15)
          *An interesting book... something about babies being stolen around birth to feed some weird creature/monster and Others replacing them, and even though the town members deep down know something's off, they don't say a word because it would disturb their perfect peaceful haven...
 *I duplicated readings for this type of book, because - hellooooo see next book!
          *(11.) Rosemary's Baby, by Ira Levin      #22/50: A book that scares you   (finished 4/7/15)
              *A little bit disappointing, as it didn't really scare me much... the movie's probably a bit scarier!

12. The Coldest Girl in Coldtown, by Holly Black    #34/50: A book with a love triangle  (finished 3/24/15)
        *So this love triangle is actually between a vampire, a human, and a human who turns into a vampire (pretty kinky right?) and was so totally nothing to do with the main story line.

13. The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer, by Michelle Hodkin    #24/50: A book based entirely on its cover  (finished 3/27/15)
        *I guess you'd need to see the title to accompany this category:
     actually a pretty cool book...

 14. The Story Teller, by Jodi Picoult   #9/50: A book by a female author   (finished 4/1/2015)
           *This would be one of those categories that I read the book first and then fit it into this category in order to cross it off the list...

 15. What Alice Forgot, by Liane Moriarty    #8/50: A funny book    (finished 4/2/2015)
           *This wasn't quite purely comedy - about a women who has amnesia and doesn't remember a dead best friend, nor why her husband was leaving her - but it had funny parts, and was overall pretty good!

 16. The Black Box, by Michael Crichton    #37/50: A book with a color in the title   (finished 4/4/2015)

 17. The Shadow of the Wind, by Carlos Ruiz Zafón    #44/50: A book that was originally written in a different lanauge
        *If you couldn't tell by the author's name, this novel was originally written in Spanish (and is set in Spain.)  It was a very good read, and ran alot of parallels between the current character, who was telling/learning/discovering a story of an author who lived in the same neighborhood years before...

 18. Memory of Water, by Emmi Itäranta    #35/50: A book set in the future*   (finished 4/24/15)
        *This was another duplicate for a category I'd already ticked off the list, but the only category this book (which was pretty neat: an unspecified time in the future, where water is so precious a commodity, and the main character learns her father is a tea-master, complete with secret hidden spring) would fit in...

 19. Ten Beach Road, by Wendy Wax     #5/50: A book with a number in the title   (finished 5/2/15)
        *This book underpromised and overdelivered - three women brought together by a Bernie-Madoff-type scam, who pull together and rehab a once-gorgeous Spanish-style home in Florida... a fun read!

 20. Tin God, by Stacy Green      n/a - this book could NOT be fit into any category - but I still wanted to credit myself for a book read!   (finished 5/4/15)

 21.  One to Hold, by Tia Louise     #27/50: A book you can finish in a day   (finished 5/8/15)
      *So I don't remember what was going on that I was able to read this so quickly (it wasn't too short) but I flew through the pages (being honest here) because it was a HOT read... the first scene is a random (or so it seems!) hawt hook-up outside of a bar, in the deserts of Arizona at some retreat... a great summer read if you're needing some -ahem - warmups!

 22. She Belongs To Me, by Carmen DeSousa    n/a again - could NOT make this sucker fit into any category, but still want credit!   (finished 5/10/15)

 23. Gone With the Wind, by Margaret Mitchell   #1/50: A book with more than 500 pages  (finished 5/31/15)
     *and this would be the epic huge THOUSAND-PAGE undertaking of a novel that took me since the first day in Cancun (so two weeks!!) to read... of course, while on vacation I devoured the first 500 pages (it helped that we hung out in the room while Button napped each day... I got at least 2 hours reading done daily!) and then we got home and reading ground to a halt... 
I finally finished last night. 
And my first reaction was, SERIOUSLY?! with that ending?!
While the novel was phenomenal, and so well written, I was so dissatisfied with the abrupt ending that I even started looking up fan fiction today to see if anyone had written a more satisfying one! (not really - also, fan fiction can be VERY POORLY WRITTEN and after Mitchell's work, seem totally uncouth.) Of course, the ending as Mitchell wrote is ironic and literary genius, but so - so, UNSATISFYING for the at-heart romantics!!

But while I couldn't find any good fan fiction, you know what I did discover?


There's a sequel?!

The estate of Margaret Mitchell chose the author, Alexandra Ripley, to pen this sequel which, according to this description, sounds like it'll provide my happy ending!

http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/scarlett-alexandra-ripley/1008646010?ean=9780446502375

       As the classic story, first told over half a century ago, moves forward, the greatest love affair in all fiction is reignited; amidst heartbreak and joy, the endless, consuming passion between Scarlett O'Hara and Rhett Butler reaches its startling culmination.


So that's 19 out of 50 off The Reading Challenge List, and a total of 23 books read so far this year!

And I guess I know what I'm reading next! Now, just to find the category to cram it into!! 



(also -   yes, time is flying with a toddler - I'm 10 weeks now?! Thank baby jesus the doppler gives me that quick clip-clop of a heartbeat nearly immediately each time...)

Thursday, May 28, 2015

Best! DAY! EVAAAARR!!!

So last time I was pregnant (with Button), we went on a family vaca (with all the ILs - it was actually pretty fun!) to Lake George, NY.

In Lake George, they have a Ben & Jerry's shop, where I found the MOST AMAZING greek frozen yogurt ever:

Now if you went to that link for the Ben&Jerry's flavor page, you saw this little button that I nearly jumped out of my seat at...



I haven't seen this flavor (in store or "Scoop Shop" ONCE since we left Lake George, and was certainly broken hearted about it, especially when pregnant! (E made fun of me, saying the Banana and PeanutButter combo was SUCH a pregnancy craving...))


YOU GUYS I FOUND A STORE NEAR ME THAT SELLS THIS FLAVOR!!!!*


hence, the BEST.
DAY. 
EVAR!!!!

(*according to the Ben & Jerry's site... I will be HEARTBROKEN again if I go to this Stop&Shop tonight and they don't have it...)


Quick doppler note (at 9w3d) from this morning (after fully intending to use it together last night, and both of us conked out by 10pm) - I told E the place I found the hb last session (after agonizing minutes of searching!) right on my c/s incision, on my right side...

Not even 2 seconds after he touched the wand into the gel, we heard the 180bpm gallumping!!!

Hi Little Bear!!

(E smiled, and then said in his monster voice - "It's ALIIIIIVE!")

Tuesday, May 26, 2015

mish-mash Monday... (9w1d)

Even though it's Tuesday... (HA! go pregnancy brain...)

what a way to return to work from a vacation, right?

Week1 - three days (Wed, Thurs, Fri)

A nice three-day weekend, followed by another short work-week (Tues-Fri)


E caught "Montezuma's Revenge" (or so he says, from Mexico... I blame the fish and pork he ate at the buffets - I was having none of that! And didn't get sick!)  and so our plans of a weekend DownTheShore were kaboshed...

Instead, Saturday morning (after a failed doppler attempt #1... was mentally ok, figured it was an empty bladder, that I'd try again later...) I went shopping! With gift cards, no less!
Gift cards that I found in the house 6 months ago - from clothes E had gotten as gifts (over a year ago!) and had returned for store credit... he didn't even know/forgot the gift cards even existed!

So off to Hollister and American Eagle I went (And Bath&BodyWorks - gift card for Mother's Day from SIL)... I treated Button (and myself) to fro-yo on our way out of the mall, since he was such a good shopping partner!

Sunday morning, E felt he could brave the drive DTS, and off we went - where he then chilled in the backyard (close to a toilet) while the gals (MIL, her sister, SIL, and younger adopted SILs) and I went to the bay with Button... we all joined up for a trip later to the boardwalk for some rides and dinner (season's first crab legs! YUMMMMMMM!)

A late night drive (it would have been utter chaos squeezing into a 3-bedroom house already sleeping 7 adults and a dog...) got us home around 11:30.

Monday I had plans to get together with my bestie, Dee - I still hadn't told her in person about the pregnancy and was so excited to tell her! After the first 30-40 minutes at the park with our boys (hers is almost 11 months) I finally said, "there's been no cute good segue presented, so I'll just tell you - Button's going to be a big brother!"
She was so thrilled! And told me she had a dream a week ago that I was like, 8 months pregnant and telling her it was a girl!!!

SQUEEEE!!


And then when Button and I got home, E was out food shopping, so I figured I'd try the doppler again (I guess I feel less pressure when E's not there...) and 10 minutes in with no luck (I refused to give up...) I started to panic, and wondered if the OB office would be open on Memorial Day for an ultrasound... when, THERE IT WAS!

I found the sweet little heartbeat, and got a great long video (I showed E later... I think he wants to listen to it in person, I'll see if we can try together again next time... lol)


We then blew up Button's pool, and sat in the sun, grilling burgers for just the three of us, and had a fabulous Memorial Day...




And now, because E and others have asked, and I, myself, am curious - a to-date comparison of Button's hb and Little Bear's hb (for shits and giggles...)
So, obviously, no clear Boy/Girl indicator yet!

Friday, May 22, 2015

I shouldn't have... (8w4d)

...but I totally did...


I got the doppler out last night, while E was mowing the lawn.  And I totally figured, ok - so if I can't find hb, no big deal - I'll call the OB office and take them up on the "offer" (my earlier demand) of another u/s before 12weeks...

If I find it?

Great! No need to pester them for an u/s!



I FOUND THE HEARTBEAT!!!!!!



It took just a few minutes' searching - and it came through, steady and fast... (the doppler never registered the bpm, I'm gonna geustimate 150-160ish... so definitely baby's hb!)

Now I need to try and refrain from daily use... we're going DownTheShore tonight so that should take care of the temptation until we get back Saturday night!

And I finally have a get-together scheduled with my bestie, Dee, on Monday - I've been waiting to tell her in person and am so excited!!



Happy Friday!!