Cliff hangers

I hate, hate hate big cliff-hangers at season finales - (if you're not current on Grey's Anatomy, stop reading now)

GA's writers shoot McDreamy and leave him LYING THERE at the end of one season! seriously?!

But you know, with these cliff-hangers, the ending's already written out there somewhere, it's already been decided whether McDreamy lived or died.  We just didn't know until MONTHS later...

I feel like I've been on a cliff-hanger for the past few weeks... the story's written, the writers know what will happen, and are ready to watch the audience squirm and writhe until they can know too...

with my first u/s in 2 hours (ohmyfuckinggodI'mgonnathrowup!) the big season premiere is coming, where you learn what happens to our leading lady...


It took me 30 minutes to finally make my mind stop in the middle of the night (after getting up to pee - GOOD SIGN)
It went in cycles - I would spend 1 minute reassuring myself, K you've had no cramping, no spotting, nice bloat going - definitely bigger/sore boobs - ALL good signs....

and then the PGAL bitch roared through like a tornado

*breathe in, breathe out...

I've shaved my legs (and other necessities).
I've got on cute little socks (not to be cute, but to cover my horrendously-in-need-of-a-pedi winter feet).
repeat to self as you walk confidently into that office:

I (step)
am (step)
preg- (step)
nant (step)